| WTF Why can't someone just take a minute out of their day to be by myside. I can't tell you how many trips I have made and how many times I have given my very last.. and noone I know will do the same. Everyone has gotten to greedy and selfish in this world and I can't stand it to the point.
Death tonight midnight
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| What to do? I feel as though i have out grow Tim, He enjoys concerts drugs. drinking partying hanging out so on. I dont im more stay at home with the kids. I asked him a simple question last night. See i had to call him zach woke up screaming at midnight and only wanted him. So i called and he didn't answer so i called again finally he answered i could hear loud music and it sounded like he was walking away from it to hear me a little better I just said your son asked for you he goes ok. So i put zach on the phone they talk zach says good night and i just slammed the phone shut. Ever time i talk to him hes always off either smoking with a bunch of friends are drinking with a bunch of friends. I just asked him Thursday if he would like to see zach he goes nah maybe later next week. When he could have just watched him last night for me. He got on AIM later so i IMed him and asked When does it stop he goes what. I said the party the drinking and smoking. I mean i understand tims young and enjoying the single life but im not going to stand here and wait on the sidelines for him to out grow something. He has a kid. That should be reason enough. He told me ALONG time ago before zach came around he was gonna quit 0ct 31 2011 so i asked if he was still doing it and i get a FUCKK OFF response. I mean shit i even ask any of my friends when the plan on quitting weed. I dont see the point. So IM done. I blocked him so he cant call me. I have him blocked on messgener so all he can really use is myspace and thats if he wants to use that. I hope im doing whats best
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| Why wont he go back to work he insist on sitting here to drink beer. we have bills BILLS and hes just like ahh im gonna slake off. Im sick of worrying over bills. I can' t even take the kids to the dr cause we dont have any money but yet we have a enough to get a 6 pack every night and packs of cigs. Where did my husband go? He was always determined. Did i kill him? Did i kill his spirit? Is the stress so much to take hed rather drop then pick up?
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| So my sister in law ( the one im always complaining about) I decided this year i would give her the benefit of the doubt so about once a week i give her a call just to check in on her and her kids. I called her last week she sent me a myspace message saying sorry I had company Ill you call you in a few days and its been a week. She also stated she was gonna come visit me and the new baby before he turn 6 weeks old hes now almost 8. I made a special trip when she went into labor. Mike made one when she had her first born. So why doesn't she do the same for our side. Any time im in fort worth i go visit her. She never comes and visit me. I have bought her kids present she comes up with some story on how they couldn't afford it. I just give up Mike doesnt care to have her around i just see family is family and yes she was adopted into this famliy but still shes family. But Mikes right shes a bitch she only cares about her self. She was acting like mikes Great grandmother was a big lose. But yet why at the funeral did she never shed a tear?
What should I do? Someone else been through this
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| I went to fort worth these last few days. My moms moving so i had to get all my stuff out of there it was soo sad that was the house zach grew up in. He took his first steps. Said his first words. That was the room tim proposed in. That was the room i was sure i was gonna rasie a family in. Its all gone. Alot has happen in 4 years. Alot of ups and downs I jsut gotta remember theres a plan God has it. I just gotta take care of my own.
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